Dear Lisa:

“I am sorry, I can not feel better”- no apology is required. You don’t owe anyone to feel better. No  one has the right to tell you how you should feel.

“If only I had one lifeline growing up”- I am familiar with the story of your childhood, from your previous thread. It is a sad story of loneliness, of being so very Alone.

Here on your thread, you are not alone. Here you are heard, or more precisely: I read your word, and I have read your words attentively and repeatedly for years.

Here you are not alone.

anita