Dear Maria:

If I saw a way to give you valuable advice based on what I understand at this point, I would have done so, but I don’t understand enough. I need to know about the source of your great discomfort with “some boys and some other people”.

Maybe the source has something to do with your relationship with your sister. She portraits you in a way you disagree with and it upsets you a lot. How does she portray you?

Regarding your writing: it seems to me that you know what you want to say, it is clear to you, in your own mind. When you type, at least in English, which is the language you and I are using here, you type part of what’s in your mind and the other part stays in your head. What shows up on the screen is fractured, like pieces of a jigsaw puzzles that I need to work very hard to put together.

To make it easier for me, please answer my question above using short, simple sentences; imagine you and I are both in 3rd grade in elementary/ primary school, and type from that state of mind.

anita