Thanks. I guess at this point what is more important is why I am still single in my late 30s. Ha. Even after years of therapy, I somehow end up in situations where I feel I am not accepted / valued / loved.  I know they say that you need to love and accept yourself first, but I do feel that I do this, and feel that I offer so much but receive very little in return.  Now that I am older I walk away from these situations although it is hard, but I can’t help but wonder if I am just living in a fantasy world for simply wanting someone to accept me.