Dear Azaleas:

You are welcome. Like I told you before, I am not a professional. This means that I am not at all familiar with the industry you are referring to. I wish someone familiar would be answering you, and I wonder if there are websites where you can read from and communicate with people who work in this industry or who are trying to get into it.

The employer having pressured you to take the job is suspect to me: why would an employer, having so many candidates available for an entry job in this industry, pressure a particular person (with no work experience in the industry) to take a job?

The employer told you, while pressuring you to take the job, that “they would offer it someone else if (you) don’t make a decision soon“. You declined the offer and now, you are thinking of calling them back for the job. I am thinking: if you do call back and the employer says: yes, you can take the job.. then they didn’t “offer it to someone else”, and I will be wondering.. why not.

Is there logic in my thinking, I ask you (knowing that you are much more familiar with the industry than I am)?

Also, I wonder if you (1) overall suffer from performance anxiety (“I felt a little uncomfortable with the job requirements (your performance is based on web hits and if you don’t meet the targets you would be questioned), and  (2) if you tend to get annoyed and insulted by people in general (The other thing that annoyed me.. Also felt a little insulted)?

anita