Dear Helcat:

Rearranging your words under “the tool is as follows”: I am safe at home with my pets and husbands, anticipating suffering or abandonment and believe that I deserve it for existing– while you are safe at home, you are re-experiencing emotional suffering and abandonment in the form of anticipating it, at least at times. This is what I mean by re-living the emotional experience of childhood.

Ongoing healing is about awakening more and more to our current life circumstances and putting the past life circumstances to sleep, so to speak.

I am glad that you received the help you received at an early age and that you are continuing to help yourself, and others, here in the forums. I appreciate having had this opportunity to communicate with you here, on your thread!

anita