I’m working on a better feeling future. I’m in the process of fixing everything that i can think of . Growing up I used to say I wanted to be HAPPY because it was the opposite of SAD but now, I want to feel satisfied and fulfilled within myself.  My current job is tuff but i kind of like it I’m a Pre-k3 Teacher ages 3-4. They don’t judge me and actually look forward to seeing me.  Sometimes i think im doing really good besides the fact that i still don’t have much of a social life I block alot of people because Im sensitive i don’t want to be the problem I’m not bothering anybody. I also need to find something outside of work and parenting, I’m thinking of something like number painting and a pet weed is not a healthy hobby I’m desperate and don’t want to get bored and depressed.