Dear TaurusBelle95:

You are 8 hours ahead of me (West Coast, USA). When I submit this, it will be 11:17 pm your time, somewhere in Europe.

“I lie in my mum’s bed filled with sadness and sorrow…  I feel nothing will fill this void or pain that I’m feeling”- there is hardly any pain or sadness or sorrow when you no longer try to FILL this void. Let the void be void.

“I just feel like nothing matters anymore unless he’s around”- it’s only a feeling.

“it’s worse as I have no friends and no support system hence why I’m on here“- welcome to tiny buddha!

“I hope you aren’t feeling too sick with your cold and I hope you feel better soon“- thank you. I suppose, in line with my own words to you, I will not try to fill this void of health with… anything, and instead, I will just let it be.

anita