I have been married for 9 yrs with my husband who is 13 yrs older than me. I came from a different country when I was 23. He pursued me and we got married in his country. We moved to a different state when I started working in the hospital. Currently I am still working in this hospital for 9 yrs. For these past years, I have met different people, I have grown to be a better woman. My husband did most of the plans in getting a house, car, properties but he includes me. But I was so focused on my career that he sometimes thinks I don’t care about holding responsibilities. But he does not give me any to be accountable for. But when we had a huge fight, we open up these things like I feel like he treats me like a child because he told me I act like a child. He started talking to his childhood friend and his ex gf which I already knew because he talks about them. So anyways, I am easily distracted when a guy treats me with attention and playfulness at work. The first guy is married. I feel like we really are great team at work, he is attractive. My husband got jealous of him when he offered to give me a ride home. My husband thinks I became so detached from him. Then, back in 2020 or 2021, he started acting weird. He keeps talking but this childhood friend. He just won’t talk to me. It feels like we were just 2 people living in a house. I did find out he has an emotional affair with her. Then now, at work, this boy coz he is so much younger than me, lol.. feels like we have a connection because he keeps looking for me. Ask me what flavor I like in a cupcake, just out of blue. Touching me to let him know goodbye for the night. I tried to let it all go coz maybe I misinterpret his actions. He has a GF and I am older than him and married. Lol. Just letting my thoughts spill. I feel bad because I have this emotions again. And I feel alive when I am working with him. What should I do?