I had a thought today, and I don’t know if I mentioned this before, but the first time I started questioning my feelings was for about a month ago after she asked me if I didn’t love her anymore. This made me every sad and I started questioning If I even loved her. And of course I did! I told/tell her multiple times a day and also show her that I love her. I mean yes, I started to act a bit less clingy against her, but we was together almost every day and I just couldn’t keep snuggling and Kissing her every 5 minutes every day. It got too much. But It hurt me when she asked If I didn’t love her anymore. I knew I did, but I still questioned it. A bit like now. So I had a thought today, that maybe it has something to do with the fact that I feel like I have to love her and be over the moon with her every single minute of the day. And the second I don’t feel that (When she left on a trip) I started questioning if I even loved her, because im used to being with her all the time where I can show her my love. Im not quite sure if this could mean anything or if it even makes sense, but it made sense for me:).