I find the idea of keeping a journal here very nice and useful. I thought I could give it a try, too.

Once I read this idea: “We all want to be happy, but we all take steps not to be happy.”

I told myself: “It doesn’t make sense.” Now, I do understand…

I strive for inner peace – my form of happiness – and although I have everything I need to gradually reach my happiness, I unconsciously keep taking steps which take me further and further from my happiness.

I still hear others more than myself. I still hear those who don’t like me more than those who do like me.

I need to remember and keep reminding myself: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yK1p4kz5cs

(to be continued later)