100%. I never fully aligned with any other conditions like autism. I also can’t ride a bicycle or drive which I’d love to be able to do safely in the future. For example, autistic people often have no filter whereas I’ve always hated confrontation and worried about upsetting other people which came back to bite me in different ways. Part of my worries that if I’m honest with potential friends about these negative experiences they’ll avoid me like the plague because in college I got burned by being overly vulnerable with people who never had good intentions and used my vulnerabilities against me. After I graduate I’m hoping to begin NVLD counseling since I’ll likely have way more time on my hands than I ever anticipated. Even though genuine friends have been few and far between I am truly grateful for the people who chose to see the good in me rather than treat me like a leper like my many of peers in middle school and college did. I still find myself angry at people who rejected back then in cold, rude, callous ways since I was taught that kind of behavior is unacceptable but everyone seemed to get away with being standoffish to me.