Dee,

I am sorry for your suffering. Dreams are indeed difficult to surrender. However, please know that alternatives always exist.

“Though you may never have the chance of tasting the pear, it does not mean you can’t enjoy the apple.”

The above quote resonates highly true within me and has become one of my core philosophies. Please do your best to see and accept this truth within you. While possible that you may never bear children from your own body (due to the various uncontrollable forces), you can still be a parent. Have you ever considered adopting? There are many children without parents who yearn for parental love. Could this be a viable option for you?

Al