Dear luna, thanks so much for your comforting words.You’re so nice and helpful. Though I tried very hard, Every morning is still so painful for me. Different thoughts may comes up. Yesterday I made my decision to end everything. Today I am so eager to get her back again…I tried to find every possible reasons, perhaps she was just bluffing; perhaps she is in a rebound relationship and she will end it very soon; perhaps she’s also suffering from our apart.

Then I began to remember all the scenes we dated before. So much good memories. I can’t stop myself thinking about what I could have done so that we wouldn’t breakup. I also tried to remember all the negative traits of her. She kept demanding me while she did nothing for me. Still I can forgive her and just hope everything can be rehashing again.

How can I Persuade myself to give up? Or how can I get her back? I really want to write a long mail to move her, but I know my chances are slim and all that I receive will be reconfirmation that it’s over.