Kelly- that was great response, thank you for taking the time to reply. Its funny, I thought most people would tell me to run and start fresh, but your response was on the money. Love and forgiveness, that is the theme of AA too. And you made me realize — IT IS FEAR that is getting in the way of my love, Fear I will never get what my heart desires. I have to be fear to the new guy too, he senses my heart isnt in it and questioning me alot. My ex has been there for me through thick and thin and we STILL want to try to make this work.
thank you KellY!!