YES! Thanks for having an insightful response to my situation. I completely agree when you say, “So, for someone to start feeling like this in January but not bringing it up until December, at which point they’ve meticulously self-assessed it, is completely balls,” in my situation, I feel as if I was being dragged on for months while he was trying to figure out if he wanted to be with me or not, meanwhile he was making me believe that everything was okay. How fucked up can someone possibly be? I mean was I supposed to wise up and figure it out myself? At this point I think he just started to have too many personal issues that he never bothered to talk about or bring up, and although I would have been there for him like no other, he kept me in the dark, and yes, he was a coward about it all.

As for my ability to be able to move on: Well I simply don’t have a choice. Of course it is still difficult and it is a work in progress, but I am trying to see things simply and for what they are. I know it sounds crazy to most people but I am OK with the “closure” that I got. I want to close that chapter and move on, I know that digging deeper and trying to find the “right answer” is only going to hurt me more so why bother? Just keep going forward and don’t look back.