@littledreamy, have you and this guy ever met in person?

I am just going to give you my own opinion based on what you wrote, but I could be totally wrong. You said at some point he stopped talking to you, told you he had a new girlfriend, broke up with her, got back with her, barely talked to you unless it was for sex chat or sending sexy pictures… Well, I do believe this guy has been playing with you all along. It doesn’t matter what he promised you or told you about a possible future together, there were just lies. Actions speak louder than words. How has he shown you he actually loved you beside telling you “I love you”? If he truly cared about your feelings, he wouldn’t have acted the way he did, told you he got back with his girlfriend because “she was more beautiful and younger”.
Please realize your worth and open your eyes and know that you deserve SO MUCH BETTER than someone who treats you like that. There is nothing wrong with wanting to feel and be loved, we all do! This guy is a jerk and has been treating you badly, and maybe it will take time for you to get back up and realize you CAN and WILL be loved, “truly, madly, deeply” like you said. Someday you will find someone who will treat you and love you the way you deserve to be treated and loved, but don’t ever look for love. It will find you when the time is right.

And I am sorry if my post makes you mad or hurts you, but like I said it is only my opinion and I could be completely wrong about the whole situation…

Emmanuelle