@peacewithin,

Thanks,

Currently everyone wants space from me so that I can work on ME! (kids/GF). They all say it is good for the long term gain, better relationships with my kids and GF. So currently I am in a dark lonely place with myself. Trying to figure out what I need to do. I call everyone and talk to everyone about my current situation. Not grieving yet because I have been told by GF that we are still a couple but we need space so that we can work on ourselves. I try and try to give her space but I text and wait for a response ! I know she is just trying to help me so that I can not be so dependent on her. It is very hard! The same is occurring with my kids. I need to stop or I will push everyone away.

I am trying to meditate, but I can not focus.. My mind just wonders to what is going on. I got some meds, but I am not sure if I really want to be on them. I am just consumed by all of this.