Hey Pooch ( If that even is your real name),

There are two other women that really want to meet me. It is just annoying to get mixed signals from one that you built up a nice rapport with, and that seems like someone that you should have know, for a long time. Maybe it’s only me that feels this much.

I texted her one more time that day. She never got back to me. Still hasn’t today so I’m not sure what is what. Plus, I went online a couple of times yesterday to check messages, and she is on there. It kind of messes with your head.
I have talked to some family about it and they suggested that I let her get back to me. I’m thinking, “what if she doesn’t?” then do I get back to her again?
Honestly, I’m too old for this high school crap so I don’t know what I will do. This is stuff I haven’t had to deal with for a long time, and I didn’t miss it. I guess I’ll be patient for now.

Also, I’m actually thinking of going out with one of the women who want to meet me, but I’m a little tore about it. Wait and see if a woman you really like and have a rapport with will open up to you, or go out with other women, and maybe not feel on edge about the situation. It’s a struggle because I don’t want to hurt or use anyone.