I was also dating this amazing person for a few months, many months before i went out with a friend of his. He had asked me many times if I had anything to do with this person, and of course i denied everything. This person felt great and gave me those few moments of bliss. I knew in my heart that this was not meant to last, So I decided to break off this weird relationship. I explained that this relationship felt unhealthy, he then confronted this other person.. and of course as a MAN he HAD to say that yes in fact we were involved and that it was much more than a friendship. So now this great guy who I knew was totally wrong for me has discovered that I lied to him. It has been 4 days now and I am still trying to forgive myself. I feel terrible for his feelings. I never meant to hurt him but I also explained to him that I was not ready for a relationship. But I did fall in love with him… I have accepted that he now hates me and thinks I am the worst being ever. Why did I allow this to happen?? I am a loving being. I never meant to hurt anyone and now here I find myself misleading.. I am so ashamed…