I know it is a hard road ahead and I need to give myself time to focus on my Mental and Physical health. I have soo much to give and I get so disappointed that I do not let myself shine and share the gifts that I have.
I do suffer anxiety and without alcohol over the years I have found it hard to socialise ie joining new groups etc
Its like sometimes I hide the real me and cover it over with this mega outgoing happy person on the booze that really inside I am not. I guess I am thankful that I can stand back and say “enough is enough” but I have said that before and then on the roundabout again!!

Thanks for your message Inky. Hope all is well with you 🙂