Hi!
It is evident that you’ve experienced quite a lot, both emotionally as well as socially. It’s good to know that you’ve got a nice opportunity to establish a secure career for yourself. Although I won’t be able to give you any suggestions because I haven’t experienced the world as much as you have, but I would definitely like you to ask yourself if your dream is worth the price you will pay if you choose to follow it? Or how important is this job for you? Is it that important that you will be able to give up your life-long dream? This may confuse you further about this entire situation, but eventually you will have to take a decision. Which one of these two is more important to you? Only you know the answer to this question. Suggestions from others will complicate your decision further. Whether you choose this job or your dream, your life won’t stop. In fact, it will open new doors according to the choice you’ve made. So choose wisely. All the best!