Davijj6

Was it you? Yes. In that you allowed him to manipulate you and break his promises and your heart again and again. But the cheating, manipulation, emotional cruelty, selfishness and immaturity was all his. I feel hugely for you, I’ve been there too. You wanted to believe, you loved him, you hoped he meant what he said. I hope that one day he regrets how he’s treated you, but that isn’t how you will heal. You will heal when you walk away (emotionally as well as physically) and eject him from your life and your head. You deserve so much better than this. He won’t ever change, certainly not with you. He may never really understand how much he hurt you, or care sufficiently. But you’ve learned an important lesson and if you ever meet anyone who begins to treat you like this, you’ll get out early and find somebody who appreciates you and is capable of behaving like a decent human being! I’m so sorry about the abortion, his lack of support and emotional blackmail was appalling, but at least it means you are not tied to having him your life. Never let him in again, not now, not in 5 years time!

Saz26 xx