Hi,

Just give it time, it seems to me that you know what’s been wrong with the relationship the whole time, and you see the faults you’ve made with your relationship. Forgive yourself and give yourself time to heal. You know what to do, you know what went wrong, what you do now is try to move on work on yourself, love yourself more so in your next relationship you wont make the same mistakes again. You are not alone, we all go through this so we can learn and become a better person and a better partner.