He doesn’t deserve you and you deserve more than him. At this point of time you need a break to your yourself. Go somehwere, travel, or divert yourself on to something to overcome your fear or you can join some women’s group, sometimes it is better to talk with someone you can trust, share and confide. Life is too short, learn to love yourself more and build your self esteem, not unless you find this missing piece in your life you can’t never find happiness in any relationship. Life has many surprises but we create our own path. Be Happy.
Though I run this site, it is not mine. It's ours. It's not about me. It's about us. Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine. 