Thank you SunCitrus! 🙂

I believe if he has told you verbally/face to face that he is not ready for a relationship because of his depression and you’ve been working hard to keep the relationship alive & he has no interest on wanting it to work out with you two, then yes, let him go.

If he ever decides he wants you back in his life and you are single and ready, then let him find you & pursue you. You’ve already pursued him enough by showing him you love him and that you truly wanted to be with him. If he doesn’t give you 100% back like you gave him and he doesn’t come and be the one to come and find you back, then he wasn’t the one for you and your love wasn’t equal. If he does come and find you and you are already spoken for, then it was his big loss. When love presents itself and there is a deep connection, we either grab it and relish in before it’s too late. Or the other person runs scared in the opposite direction.

You wouldn’t want to be in a relationship or marry someone for that matter if they aren’t willing to seek you back and who doesn’t love you back just as deeply & sincerely. True love should always be equal, not one-sided or the other person working hard to keep their relationship alive, while the other couldn’t even care less if they lost you one day.

Time will tell in the very near future how he really felt about you, if he does or doesn’t show up in your life again. If you are having dreams about getting back together with him in the near future, then that is positive sign that it may happen. It’s a good sign I believe. It’s better than having a dream about him ending it. Like I said, time will eventually tell how much he really did love you. It can go either way, regardless just leave his life too and move on. The ball is in his court now and life goes on. Be optimistic, he may be the one you will one day call your best friend & partner or he will let you go and someone else will be happy to be with you. It’s up to him now and the universe on how your future is suppose to be. ( Yes, it is good I ended the toxic relationship with my sister. I don’t want the negativity in my life. She made it clear that she is one that cannot be trusted. Amongst other things like writing all over her Twitter months ago that she has feelings for me. Very un-acceptable & extremely un-comfortable for me, as I do not have feelings for her in that way. She has a boyfriend and I view her as my sister NOT a lover.) I wish her the best. That is all.

Hugs!