Hi Anita,

Thanks for the response. She had her friend pass away of cancer while we were dating & I was there at the funeral for her. I was the one who went to buy their whole family “Boston Bruins” t-shirts to wear because her friend had loved that hockey team. Whatever she needed while she was going through the tough times I was there at her disposal.

As a kid I’ve always been really introverted, especially while growing up. But as I became a teenager I grew into a person I really liked & was really confident. I’m 24 now & am so lost as to where my life is headed now.

I broke down at work because I was completely overwhelmed & constantly thinking of everything that has been going wrong in my life.

The connection to her break downs was probably linked to an ex that she had that apparently didn’t treat her well. So I made it my mission to treat her the best I possibly could & to show her how a woman she properly be treated. Towards the end of the relationship she had said to me that she felt “completely numb” and that she doesn’t know if she was falling in love with me. I guess I saw past all her imperfections because I did love her.

As far are those words go, she said them in a joking sort of manner, but I didn’t take them that way. I was completely shocked that someone would even joke about that sort of thing. I’m a pretty sensitive guy so I guess that’s what bothered me.

As I said in the previous post I have started seeing an energy/spiritual healer through these really tough times & it seems to be helping.