Thank you all!

I try not to be so hard on myself. Many tell me the same thing.

I’m just in so much pain and not only do I just want it to go away, but I want to just transform not in spite, but despite of it all. i was used, abused, taken advantage of, and nasty things were said to and about me… And I feel an absolute duty to myself to transcend all of that. I realize that I am not those things, and I don’t want what happened to me, to define me. I just want to be better in so many ways. I want to have and do all of these wonderful things to fill that big gaping, aching void that I have.

I sure hope all of the answers will come soon.