Hey Anita,
Thanks for writing back. I wont force you to suggest me what to do. I wish I can be of some help. You have given enough, your presence, your time which is more than anything else one can ask for. Your time is the most valuable thing that you can share with someone. Its already afternoon here and I had been feeling something missing since morning. Because I didnt open or speak my heart out probably that. Or I do not know,what phase are you going through? But sometimes in life, we need to ignore so many things. I do not know who has hurt you, but do not take it to your heart. You have a role to play, continue to do that. What I have learned, that God himself cannot be there but he has chosen his sources to get things done. Long time back I used to do the same things, writing and helping people because I was a source of energy, full of life. I did not want anyone to waste their life over petty petty things, which wont even matter the next day, but anyways it helps. It really helps, there are people, you cannot do much to them, but by being there, by answering their messages, by give your time. What else one can ask for? If anyone has said something, ignore it. That was their job, that’s it. It’s done, it’s over. You are such a strong person, you should feel proud of yourself, that you can help people in your own way. That’s alright, sometimes we miss on certain things in life, because we are the source of GOD, we are not GOD himself… So what, learn your lesson and move on.. Do not carry the baggage with you.
I had a fine weekend, husband pampered me with his cooking , nice breakfast, followed by nice evening again nice dinner made by him but that turned out into a fight, because of too much drinking, which i sometimes do not like it. I cannot take that sometimes, I feel so irritating. I have recently switched over my diet from VEgetarian to non vegetarian. All my life, I had been vegetarian, but I do not have good feeling now, change in behaviour and these negative thinking pattern could be because of the eating pattern. I do not know what it is. So patched up because my husband was expecting his friend on saturday night, the one on whose bachelor party he went to, he invited him for dinner so he was with us and we patched up and we fought again in front of him. which i did not like but its okay. Then sunday started in its own speed with cleaning and all. And then sudddenly got an invite from one of his friend so went to their place for barbeque which continued till late evening and had dinner and back to home. So nothing other than that, few argument, I did revert so saved my fights and resolved the same time. So it was all good, just going with the flow. Not thinking too much but yeah my hormones are responding because I have not got my cycle as yet. Lets see, I am really scared, but nothing new for me so just dont want that to happen again, so that’s why crossing finger, will be getting the test done tomorrow. Lets see.

And remember
Time is your most precious gift because you only have a set amount of it. You can make more money, but you can’t make more time. When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you’ll never get back. Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give someone is your time.

Thanks blessing.