I understand how this must be difficult for you. Sometimes we can lose ourselves in relationships and even do things that we would not normally do. I think it’s important to acknowledge that we can’t change what happens to us, but we can change how we react to it. When you can acknowledge yourself, his acknowledgement will no longer be important. “Acknowledgement” should come from within because no other person can make us feel complete or happy unless we make ourselves happy first. You were you before he came a long and that person is still there, you just need to rediscover yourself. You might be surprised to find new things about yourself that have changed for the better. Be kind and patient with yourself.