Wow,you describe me well!! Lol. I have accepted it is over now I just can’t bare for him to disappear from my life( thats how he copes with a break up). He has agreed to meet tomorrow but he has made it 100% clear that we can try friendship as long as i know it is over 100%. I will force myself to do it if I can have him around sometimes. My friends all think I’m crazy and so does he,they all feel it should be a clean break! I have had so many people move away I will accept friendship! X