You are right,Anita,when I think of ‘outside’ our bubble I was really unhappy. I tried to end things many times because I just found his life too difficult to fit into( crazy as it was all nice things ie. Family events etc) but just not easy for me. Today his daughter phoned while he was with me,I just found that difficult…I have to be honest with myself.We were just not right for each other.That is what I will focus on now..thankyou for your support,I can’t tell you how much I have appreciated it x