Hi Anita,

I feel sad! I know he is in pain and it breaks my heart.
I am still contemplating US and feel I should go to get away from things and get the strength I need away from these four walls.
He has left the house this evening as I did ask him to leave as think it was best at the time.
When he left I saw him walking up our street and he looked really sad and it made me feel sad and I started tearing up.
I love him so much and it just sad how lost he is.
All I know is that I can’t continue like this and think it is best that we have time apart so we stop going at war at each other as we have argued and hurt each other enough.