Dear Anita,
Thank you, and you are so right- it drains and drains – I thought I could contain it. At my end, I know I tolerate such, yet in my heart I always see the light in them, considering they are going through something, also understand the pressure they had towards our work visions. And I have absorbed everything like a sponge, and it left me in tears, in pain, and to my surprise- self-doubt/ Though in my mind I have conditioned to be considerate to them yet still as a human it affected me / Have also cared so much on the other coworkers that relies on my presence, so have taken it all.

No 2 is the best as we move forward; in line with Matty’s support and reminders yesterday. No 3 is also open at the time when it will not be worth the fight anymore.

Thank you very much Anita, still looking forward to your feedback on how can I maintain – don’t know what to call it, the alignment, the enlightenment in day to day, in time to time.

Bless you all!