U had been an alpha male..as u said.

Lately u started paying a lot of attention to make her happy..make the house look lovely dr her..out of the grown love in u fr her.

Emotionally u feel robbed as u het on her as a stable support and partner…and she left. She had her own reasons..u cant do nethng bout it.

Move on..meet new ppl. Accept she s gone.
Emotionally get stable normal..
She s not lyf. If now u pay attention elsewhr u ll do well.. Lover is the only one side f ur self. Look to grow on other sides.

Financially..deal wid the shit as it has to b done.

My personal view only.