Dear Ravi:

I feel so sad reading your last post. Thank you for what you wrote in the last line.

I am speechless right now. I think of how lonely you are, how alone, how.. I wish things were different for you. I read your whole post and your emotions and thought are loud and clear. Very strong emotions, very strong loving emotion for Jerry. There is nothing stronger than what you feel for her. Nothing comes close.

I am going to be thinking about you being “in this darkest phase of (your) life” and will be writing to you probably tomorrow. For now, I just feel sad. Write me again anytime. In any case, I will write to you tomorrow.

Be strong, Ravi-

anita