I’m really sorry to hear about what you’ve been through. It takes a lot of strength to share such personal experiences. It sounds like you’ve faced significant challenges, and it’s completely understandable to feel the way you do given your past @quordle
Healing from childhood trauma can be a long journey, and it’s important to acknowledge your feelings and experiences. Seeking support from a therapist or a support group can be incredibly beneficial. You deserve to be heard and to find a space where you can express your feelings without judgment.