After many nights of personally mind torturing myself, I finally had one too many glasses of wine. Called my ex-male friend and sobbing, explained that it was never my intention to hurt him. I explained that I was not looking to get back together but only needed his forgiveness. after about two days he finally texted me saying that he does forgive me and due to passed events he no longer wanted anything to do with me. He also made it very clear that he does have strong feelings for me and that he was looking for much more. At that moment I felt free again, I do love him but in my heart it always felt wrong. I never understood the term impossible love until today. I Free you B! Because I love you I set you free. Thank you great CREATOR for the experience. Always very greatful

I was also dating this amazing person for a few months, many months before i went out with a friend of his. He had asked me many times if I had anything to do with this person, and of course i denied everything. This person felt great and gave me those few moments of bliss. I knew in my heart that this was not meant to last, So I decided to break off this weird relationship. I explained that this relationship felt unhealthy, he then confronted this other person.. and of course as a MAN he HAD to say that yes in fact we were involved and that it was much more than a friendship. So now this great guy who I knew was totally wrong for me has discovered that I lied to him. It has been 4 days now and I am still trying to forgive myself. I feel terrible for his feelings. I never meant to hurt him but I also explained to him that I was not ready for a relationship. But I did fall in love with him… I have accepted that he now hates me and thinks I am the worst being ever. Why did I allow this to happen?? I am a loving being. I never meant to hurt anyone and now here I find myself misleading.. I am so ashamed…