Dear anyakhan..
U deserve someone better,,
if he treats you like a shit,,, trust me he has no love for you
forgive him..and try to not making contact with him..
try to rearange your life,..
sorround yourself with friends , family and positive people..
you will find someone better eventually..
it must be hard.. i have been there before and it is really hard but trust me ..
you deserve someone that treat u with respect..
leaves him and arrange ur life..
say sorry for hurting his feeling long ago when u both are in relationship and make up with ur life..
it is hard at start but try to find someone and talk with someone u trust to cope with the struggle of letting go..
trust me it is better to let go rather than holding on and u are bleeding..he doesnt want you.. you wait for a bus in a in an airport..let him go.. and be strong..

Love,
asian