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  • August 10, 2017 at 3:02 am #163248
    Blankckv
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    So everything I think it will not be dangerous even thought of sexual?This negative thought of Buddha. I’m thinking to wear num for 3 4daus I want this thought go away I want to be normal person again.Against Buddha is not normal even thought I didn’t mean go think about those kind of thought I wish Buddha understand I fear is when I think this intrusive thought I might go to hell thats the fear I scare

    August 9, 2017 at 8:42 am #163038
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    I’ll try this page is really help me out.First time I got this kind of thought I don’t know what I should do.Sometime I want to die becoz of this thought.This thoughts are giving me depression

    August 9, 2017 at 8:08 am #163024
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    So it will not be dangerous I’m really scared about that I don’t know why I being like before I didn’t not like I’m not saying any negative words in mind or outside mouth of buddha is it becouse i scared if i think like that what will be happen  keep thinking like that so becoz of that?Its just like a tape recording repeat reapeat sometime I feel like I’m again Buddha but I’m not that kind of person

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    August 8, 2017 at 6:11 am #162802
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    hello Anita I’m back I tried to that OCD go away sometime I not think But when I see Buddha image or buddha book my mind is automatic thought of bad intrusive sometime I I think in sexual but i didn’t mean to do it that sexual way is like that example I’ll sit downWhen u said everything I thought is will not go to hell when I said to Buddha f word.I stop think saying in mind that now I hate it when I thought I really don’t want it.Is this kind of thought to Buddha will go to hell Anita

    May 18, 2016 at 9:47 pm #105003
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    I’m embrassing to talk about my dream.I woke up this morning I open my eyes alittle.But I again fall asleep.This start 2nd fall aslep.it’s x….You know right.It’s alittle embrassing to me talk about this.Sometime my dream is complicated.Some I dream gay and lesbian but not like I mention about this kind of dream.For me too confusing about this dream.When I woke up,First I want to die becoz of this dream.I said to myself what’s happened to me.As you said I think I should go see doctorelated.It’s depression and scaring me.Becoz of this I don’t want to do anything.(*sign)

    May 18, 2016 at 9:39 pm #105000
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    I think so too.We post this again and again.But thoguhts are a little gone.Now I’m scaring is dream.A dream I never hadid now and before.I praying at night always.I think buddha hear my prayer.The thoughts I had is alittle gone.But a dream i had is hor rifle. ..

    May 18, 2016 at 8:42 pm #104994
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    I think I should go see doctor.A blasphemy thoughts a little gone but now.I dream a horrible dream.I never ever had such a dream before.becz of this dream I think I will not arrive to heaven.It’s a blasphemy dream.I search in Google.In google a blasphemy dream is nothing to do with it.But my dream iso (sign).If I okay to say here.I embrassing to say about my dream..

    May 18, 2016 at 8:25 pm #104991
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    Anita may I send you message in private email how can I send u?If it okay for us,

    May 12, 2016 at 7:10 am #104328
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    BTW anita today my mom wants me throw chopsticks and you know charlie charlie games right?But in mind I said charlie charlie can we play and outside I put two chopstick like a game.What should I do?

    May 12, 2016 at 6:06 am #104325
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    Whatever everyone said in mIndia voice is u’r isnisn’t it?I read OCD in Google.Some and blasphemy.Some said Holy spirit blasphemous will not be forgiven.I said buddha to find words.But I committed my sin.This is not what I want to say I just suddenly said it.Ithat happen accident.BTW anita what dother u mean (do they originate from outside of you)?.When I interesting playing in game this bad words is gone.But when I just sit nothing do.This freaking mind is come again.I hate myself.I don’t now what happen to me.I never said bad words to buddha before.

    May 11, 2016 at 9:00 am #104251
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    Sorry for my bad English I’m really sorry.I’ll try write my english to understand.Sorry fpr that anita.Angry voice.I’my always here everyday.Days and nights.Only I can’t hear when I slept.I tried to didn’t thought of this thoughts.I mean two voice is when a voice said in my mind exp.Hmm what have I done when this sentence finish another voice said buddha.repeatcandidate repeat this phrase.Before I don’t afraid of thunderstorm.Now I afraid thunderstom becoz of saying this thoughts.Sorry for my bad English anita

    May 11, 2016 at 12:43 am #104221
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    Anita I want to know something.Tyhe voice in ears not 1 voice it’s 2 voices when I don’t want to thought bad words to that person,and another voice comes said is buddha when I said that person to like f*words another voice is say buddha like.Why only my thoughts is alway comes buddha?Sorry for troubling you.

    May 10, 2016 at 6:44 am #104122
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    Ok anita.Well this thoughts comes how I put my emotional it’s just like a rush emotional very heat beat and I start to thinking bad words to buddha.It’s just like when someone nearly does the heartbeat do very fast just like that.Thanks anita

    May 9, 2016 at 10:56 pm #104101
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    Sorry for my bad English anita.I mean I start this thoughtsite when I fight with my bff and I angry so I said in my bad to her.Then this little voice iso saying again and again.I tried to turn good thoughts.But it’s like a demon is controlling me.I don’t waMt. The more I try to get rid this thogut,The more my thoughts saying bad thoughts.At first my mind is saying just bad words only to her.Later I don’t know i just saying in mind bad words to buddha too.I don’t know how to deal with thoughts.I only afraid I will be just like a goutama buddha brothers devadatta.

    May 9, 2016 at 8:17 am #104032
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    They not just said in once.They repeat and repeat again.I can’t control this thoughts.

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