Thank you for your reply Anita! This is exactly what happens to me when I’m anxious, I get Numb, the situation doesn’t feel real and I feel like my soul leaves my body.
No I’ve never told her. I hate conflicts and I try to avoid them, I never tell people that what they are doing is not right and it’s hurting me. I’ve never done that with my parents or my friends.
Thank you very much for your answer. As far as I remember I used to have these kind of thoughts about my mother when I was a child, everytime she was overcritical. I used to think that she is mean and doesn’t love me.