Hi Jonathan,
I too suffer from depression and I do feel that, although I meditate, take medication and go to therapy, I feel…how can I put it? Like I am wading through treacle. I too am taking one day at a time but i do often have thoughts of the future and what sort of life I will have.
With regards to alcohol, I have never heard of an ability to get intoxicated, for me it is the other way around, my tablets make me a cheap date and a couple of drinks is enough!!
Thank you for sharing your life, it is good to know we are not alone.