Thanks Anita!, is always good to see a different perspective and yes you have a very valid point, not a good idea before the wedding. Like you said I already told her my feelings and I am really confused that I got invited even doh we both know there is something going on with us both.

I do want to be there for her and at the same time something inside me feels empty.  I would not cause any trouble if I went to the wedding but the hardest moment is imagine seeing her in that wedding dress walking to someone else. 🙁

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