Thank you both very much! They make more sense than what I want to say, I’m feeling really emotional.
So on Wednesday as I mentioned in my original post, I asked to see him after his interview on Friday and said good luck. Well today (Friday) he said ‘thank you!!! Will let you know how it goes!’… It is now 6:30pm and he has been online and obviously had his interview, but hasn’t gotten back to me about how it went, let alone if he can see me. What on earth do I say to him when he gets back to me? I feel like writing something now… but know it is futile. I feel like saying ‘obviously we aren’t meeting today but did it go well?’. AAAA why did i let him in.