Hi Shelbyville,

You may not believe in astrology but we are currently in mercury retrograde. If you don’t know what that is, I encourage you look it up. My best friend ended our friendship last Thursday and my heart has been distraught. I love that man more than I’ve ever loved another being that wasn’t my blood. Please know you are not alone and this retrograde is affecting us all. I truly feel for you and I hope you get passed this if your relationship does not rekindle. Love is unbearable for some of us. The pain is so hard to describe yet so painful to endure. Hearing you explain your anxiety made me know I’m not just the only one. Try a yoga class, download some meditation apps. It’s been helping me, I hope it’ll help you too.