Still miss her so so much though. I don’t know, I can’t stop thinking about her. I mean, it’s obvious I an option rather than a priority to her, so I need to do the same. At the same time, I really care about her and hope we can be friends.

Thank you for replying Anita.

Personally, I don’t think her intention was to use me. I only started to think so after talking to her best friend who said she didn’t EVER have any feelings for me, contrary to what the girl told me.

As I said in my post, I’m not angry at her for getting a bf, that is totally her right. I’m angry at her for never communicating with me, even as a friend. She was apparently asked out by the guy before she left in December (I was never told this), her feelings for me started dying on her trip (I was never told this), the guy visited her for a week (I was never told this). She said she genuinely forgot to tell me these things, but that’s a lot of things to forget to tell your best friend who is also interested in you. I feel betrayed because I was never told by her that she was ready for a commitment. All I can make of this is that she never really wanted me and I was just a rebound. The problem now is that I really really liked her and now am depressed and feel hopeless without her and it kills me to see her with another guy.