One word: CREATE
You ARE the Goddess too remember.
You feel like a spectator so do the opposite. Your spirit is ready, thats why you feel this way.
Action is called for. Do something that makes your heart sing, and do it again and again. Practice makes perfect.
And journal your efforts so ten years from now you can write an even better self help book.
I will read it and know your success!
Author’s Thanks: To Jet61 who told me ten years ago CREATE!
BLESSED BE