I need inspiration to continue living. Lost my job. Don’t have but one close relationship which is unfortunately a turbulent one. I keep getting rugs pulled out from under me job wise. I feel I can’t trust anyone. My husband relies heavily on me for everything which I feel is one of the main reasons for staying with me. My younger son who is still at home is doing poorly in school and has no social life whatsoever other than online video gaming and I don’t know own how to get through to him on my own since my husband is mostly hands off. My home has gotten to be a wreck just as my mind has. I’m depressed and feeling at the end of my rope.