Hey Anna I’m having something similar to what you are explaining how did you tackle the problem if you have? I’m straight and been my whole life and don’t find guys or my friends attractive in that way. But recently I’ve been feeling unlike myself and questioning myself like you did and I don’t know what to do. Feels like what might’ve caused this was my recent relationship which I feel like damaged me some way. I study engineering and it’s mostly boys who are around and I hang out with, whom are also my friends, whom I love very much and it’s really fun, but sometimes we joke around weird stuff and these thoughts creep in and I feel uneasy. From reading the posts I have realised that watching porn and smoking weed wasn’t ideal, and I will stop and see where that will get me, also as someone mentioned I also don’t have a close relationship with my father and that could play the role in this too, he lives with us but is distant and for most of my life I had to learn/ teach everything myself. If anyone has found a solution or even advice, I’d greatly appreciate it. As the thoughts keep coming up for past few days and it gets more intense where I question myself “am I gay” for no reason and I have no clue why and how to stop it. I’m already thinking to maybe go to a psychologist to discuss as it’s better than a screen. But as I said any help would be appreciated, thank you in advance!