I am extremely bad at putting my thoughts into words, I’ll fumble, I’ll fall short of words, I’ll take huge pauses, stupid words will come out of my mouth, and there’s no delete button on those. It is an elite school, and I’m such an average student, average person, everyone who studies there has a stellar background, exudes confidence, and then there’s me, who got an invite for the interview by mistake and will appear “casual” “unprepared” and “taking it lightly”. I cant change it.