Thank you both, sorry I wasn’t clear enough in my first post – I do already have 2 accounts, one for our bills and the other for “fun stuff”. Its the latter that I get freaked out by and worry that we will run out by the end of the month even though it is “play money”. You are both right though, I need to focus on what I already have and also do things like go to the beach etc. I will definitely look into the mindfulness app so thank you for the suggestion.